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I think?

We'll see. It'll probably be protected/private/friends only, but you know...we all need our outlets.

I hope everyone is doing well.
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taking a break here.

[info]bryandgonzalez

that's where you can find me now. add me and i'll add back.

thanks

:)
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Some things are worth fighting for.

I'm glad we are still crazy and still fighting for this.

:)
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I'm crazy.
I thought Serena put it best yesterday.
"At CSUN, your shit gets told to everybody and becomes everybody elses shit."

It gets old really fast.

I think it's time for a change of locations. I'm auditioning to get the fuck out of here.

god, this place makes me ill.

stop validating your life by talking about mine.

If anyone cares to know, really, just ask me. There's no need for a quest for the truth. If you trust our friendship, just ASK ME.

FUCK.

I do however apologize to Michelle and Ellen. They saw me at one of my lowest moments. However unjustified my actions were, they were only brought on by things in history that have happened to me. It's not excuse, it's just a reason.

People make mistakes.
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This is what I'm thinking of doing for my Junior Recital (yes, i think im going to have one).

Somewhere in the fall of 06 (very soooon).

In no specific order...
Bach - Sonata for viola da gamba (the first of the three)
Clarke - Morpheus
Bloch - Suite Hebraique

the end!

i have to start learning music!
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Meow.

Meow.

I have a lesson tomorrow at 11am. So does Ellen.

I wonder what this means.

hm....
hmmm...
hmm...

h...mmm.


h,,...h.mmm...

Okay, bye.

p.s i am, and forever will be, PRINCIPAL VIOLA (of the csun symphony) and...thats it.

BYE!

I am NOT drunk. I am NOT on drugs.

I am just me.

and crrrrazy.

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:)
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Rules: Write a statement intended for 10 random people. NEVER TELL which one is intended for who.

1. You are insane. Like really, you need to get some help with all of your problems. Part of it might be you blowing shit out of proportion, but after awhile, hearing you bitch about the same things gets repetitive. I don't mean to sound heartless but for your own sake, please, please get it together!

2 You are lots of fun having around. I don't like that we hardly talk since you aren't close by anymore. The few times I've had to see you recently have been much fun. You are therapeutic to be around and a wonderful person. I don't think I've met anyone more caring for those you hold close. I respect you immensely.

3. Once I sort of figured out how to approach you, I really learned to value your friendship. I have to hand it to you, you really are truthful and blunt. It can be intimidating at times, but hell, its refreshing having real people in this world.

4. I have to admit, part of me still wants to hold onto whatever distant memory I have of you that is positive. However, after reviewing details in my head, you are just a useless asshole. You only ever needed me when you needed me -- not when I needed you to be there. I guess a person can only take so much before they want nothing to do with you. I hope you realize your selfish behavior cost you this friendship.

5. I don't know why we are drifting, but we are. I value you a lot but its just so hard for me to maintain upkeep on this friendship. That's not just with you, but I a feel like I am responsible because you do make the effort. I guess I am just trying to apologize and don't take it personally. I care for you so much. So very much.

6. You are a spectacular human. I have never met anyone with so much promise and so much passion for the future and for their own life. You remind me of me so much -- we have this weird mirror thing going. I make my share of mistakes, I know, but ultimately nothing can change the fact that I absolutely adore you. You make getting up that much easier. When we laugh and joke, I know we are perfect for each because no one else gets me the way you do. No one. Writing this has be in tears -- that's how I know this is real. That's how I know you are important to me. I am one lucky guy to have you.

7. Hah, you have to follow up THAT. Well, don't worry you are an amazing person. I love your comedic ways, and I love how you make me laugh. I also thinks its absolutely awesome of you that every time we hang out you greet with me "Bryan, it has been far too long." Yes, it usually is TOO long. But every time we hang out, the gamut of emotions covered are great. You roooock. :)

8. We've become a lot more distant lately, but I always cherish our memories. We fight like any normal friendship, and we always come back to each other. I miss you dearly and wish the high school days of our friendship could continue. When we both had all the time for each other. But you've made me proud. And when we do see each other, we still haven't skipped a beat. Miss you.

9. You are obnoxious. Annoying. You have an ego when you REALLY shouldn't. Ugh. It's okay to be proud -- it's another completely to be pompous about everything, when truth be told, you really aren't good.

10. While you may think I'm overrated -- I'm not. So, really, get a life and get out of mine. :)
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Hahahahahah, the things that could be said about ...

life...

hahahaha, i am amazing.

edit

Hypocrisy and lies are the best!
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I think the word that describes a lot of people, a lot of the time is...

Inconsiderate.

That is all.
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[info]bryandgonzalez

Add it and I will add you back. It's time for a fresh slate.

No need to comment or whatnot, just add me. :)

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Lot's of stuff on my mind but no clear way of stating it.

Tomorrow is a longer day.

Hooray.
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And there is a time to elaborate. Now isn't the time.

I'm home, and I'm going to shower, then have a dress rehearsal at disney hall.

Awesome.
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You scored as Postmodernist. Postmodernism is the belief in complete open interpretation. You see the universe as a collection of information with varying ways of putting it together. There is no absolute truth for you; even the most hardened facts are open to interpretation. Meaning relies on context and even the language you use to describe things should be subject to analysis.

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Postmodernist

75%

Modernist

75%

Existentialist

63%

Cultural Creative

56%

Idealist

56%

Romanticist

56%

Materialist

31%

Fundamentalist

31%

What is Your World View? (updated)
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meow meow meow meow.

i had a good night.

hoooray!

tomorrow should be just as nice, if not even better.

another hooooooray!
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I'm really sick and really tired.

I'm also going to feel really awkward and hate what is going to happen in a short while.

I suppose I have to deal with it -- I did get myself here (somehow).

I haven't really updated lately, but I have felt no real desire to.

The end.
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IF YOU ARE READING THIS AND ACTUALLY READ MY JOURNAL, THEN PLEASE COMMENT. I AM MAKING A MASSIVE FRIENDS CUT.

I'll even screen comments to prove im not a comment whore, even though I am.
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"But from time to time I have found that senses deceive, and it is prudent never to trust completely those who have deceived us even once."

The situation(s) in which I am applying this quote to has nothing to do with what Descartes' was trying to express, but I found it to be an interesting quote nonetheless.

As I don't want to keep this going longer than necessary, I will say that I have done much thinking over the course of the past few days and am content with where I stand. Daniel and I were having a discussion about this on Thursday night and it wasn't until then that it fully hit me...

I am proud of who I am, for the most part, and where I am in my life right now. I am proud of my actions and how I've handled myself and the situations around me. I am proud of the judgments I have made in friends, and I am having the best time at home building a solid relationship with my family.

Lately I've been feeling better about life in general. This genuinely makes me happy.

So happy that it counters all the shitty, selfish actions others have committed. I'm over it, and I'm slowly weeding my existence clean of toxins. Goodbye you filthy, worthless toxins.

I am also more able to understand previous faults and errors and thus can make amends with what previous situations I may have been irrational in. I am pleased with who I am. That goes beyond what most people can say (or what most should be allowed to say).

To sum this all up in a few words: I am finally comfortable.

And this is my goodbye to LiveJournal.
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